in regards to yesterday, yes, i was sad...but that was all to it...
honestly, i didn't expect myself to feel the way i did...that wanting to cry...that emptiness and ache...
about what i said...i'd like u to know that it was not something to made u think that i do not trust u or love u anymore...i dunwan to be the kind of boyfriend who isnt able to make his gf happy and wont let her go...if i'm willing to let u go, its not becos i don love you anymore, but cos if u realli will be happy wif him, den i'd rather u choose happiness...
i'm sorrie for all that has happened...that's why i like to hug u close cos i nv liked to be apart from u....that's why i like to kiss you...not cos of physical intimacy...but i guess cos i do not know how to show love other then through physical means...for that, i am sorry...
all in all, i jus wanna say i realli appreciate u for what u've done...i wish by giving you my life, i'd giv u that part of me dat i cant give anyone else...dear, wo hao ai ni. =)